letting love explore the beauty of earth

letting love explore the beauty of earth

i will break these chains that bind me,
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

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 no more drama..no more sleepless night thinking of him… time to move on, be happy and enjoy life… <3

 no more drama..no more sleepless night thinking of him… time to move on, be happy and enjoy life… <3

I just read your post on fyeahldrs and I want to say I'm sorry it didn't work out. :( I just read your other post too and it you seem really strong! :) You deserve more than that. I hope you feel better and best of luck!
donthurtyourselfkid

hey girl..thank you so much. yeah i guess i can really say im a strong person.. i never thought it was easy to move on..or its just how to control our mind not to think of the past and accept everything.. plus i dont have regrets since i was been a good gf… i will jsut always thing it not really my loss.. its his choice to date someone, its sad to know that he gave up on this kind of trial we have but i dont have a choice.. i tried to fight.i was even begging if he can wait and wait for me til december but he said he is sure to date…me, as a girl wants a guy who is faithful„or a one-woman-man.. he cant be like that so we better be single..wherein he can freely date anyone..  yeah i really deserve someone better.. a muture guy who is really willing to wait..coz i really believe TRUE LOVE can WAIT ..hehehe… 

im sorry about ur boyfriend,but i cant really bare to talk to you about that,i broke up with my long distance boyfriend too.
24hourblogshow

its ok girl… life must go on.. i know someone out there is really the perfect match for us..a guy who wont leave and hurt us… 

Hey. I know this is hard, but from my experience in getting over someone you love, it's going to be okay.
As for songs, I find "Timshell" by Mumford and Sons incredibly comforting.
The lyrics make the song that much better, but it already sounds beautiful.
"Death is at your doorstep, and it will steal your innocence, but it will not steal your substance."
I think the best thing to do is to mourn it. Be sad about it, it's okay, and it's something you need to do. But when you feel like you're done with that, you'll have to learn what it's like to be on your own again. Find what it is that you love to do, find something you're passionate about, and take solace in that. Rebuild your sense of self, find what makes you happy outside of another person, and make yourself complete again.
And something else that I like to remember when I think about experiences like this is that so many people in life will come and go. That doesn't make the time they were there any less valuable.
To quote my favorite book..."So many people enter and leave your life! Hundreds of thousands of people! You have to keep the door open so they can come in! But it also means you have to let them go!"

I apologize that this is so long, but I thought it was something that would be helpful for you to hear, even though I don't know you...I think loss is something so universal to humanity that I felt a need to tell you that I've been there, so many others have been there. And that you will be okay, I'm sure of it.
Anonymous

thank you for sharing the song and giving me advice.. i really appreciate it… il be adding it on my “move on playlist” haha… and thank you for your advice..im ok now and im over him… thankful im strong enough to handle the pain easily..

just read your post from an hour ago about you two not working out. i don't know you and i just stumbled upon this post but i feel like balling. i know exactly how you feel, im in the same position but just not to the point where it hasnt worked out. but i fear it everyday. its been almost 2 years in november. omfg, if you ever need anybody to talk to, i'm always here. as little as that means, i am. i hope you find happiness, you most certainly deserve it.
twinklingwiththestars

thanks girl.. im so happy that there are lots of people who are showing their sympathy and care to other tumbler users.. i appreciate it a lot … right now im finally okey.. im not even wasting my tears on him… i did my part.i tried to save our relationship but its his choice to give up waiting on me… so i cant force him to stay„,thats fine..its not my loss..

its simple, if he really loves you, he would wait for you..he wouldnt need to experience that stuff with other girls, he'd want to experience it with you
Anonymous

yeah right.. so now it prove he doesnt love me enough for him to sacrifice a little bit in our relationship.. but its fine.. im moved on already.. we are done… i dont have regrets..

Noooo. Wtf is wrong with him? Why should be going out on dates dating other people? No, girly. That's weird. I don't think he should be doing that.
Anonymous

he is free to date anyone he wants… im single now.. and he is single… i guess he is happy now hahaha… 

I don't think it is fair to you or any other girl. I would feel so hurt and offended. I'm sorry he dared to even ask you that. If you need anyone to talk to/vent I know we don't know each other but i'll listen.
trishxelle-deactivated20120323

hey girl… we finally broke up… he is 100% of dating other girl… he is tired of waiting.and tired of our long distance relationship.. i give up fighting for our love so i must let him go …